Day 20:

 

The past few days have been a bit rougher than I would have perfered… too many temptations… but I passed them.  For now… seems the most difficult time for me is at work .. when there are meetings  (like wednesday’s) where there is food put on the table in front of me.  They are like people at church… everyone has their own place.. and it never changes… so I actually asked the person that runs the meeting to see about changing my place… to one that does not have food placed right under my nose.  I respect other peoples right to eat what ever they want.. just dont want to be forced to have it right under my nose. 

Today there was a QA meeting and I was told I HAD to attend.  Usually I dont mind as it is a working lunch.. which means…. FOOOD… but today.. I really didnt want to be there… but my boss deemed it necessary for me to attend… so .. there I sat.. while everyone else ate… chicken marsailas.. roast beef… green salad with some type of dressing all over it.. green beans that were covered in something buttery looking, potatoes and rolls.. a wonderful meal from what I heard… just everyone kept looking at me… what.. dont you feel good?? oh just have the salad… no I am fine thankyou…

come to find out… I HAD to be there because they brought in the cakes .. for the monthly birthday’s .. of which I was one.. so.. after they cut the cake.. the meeting FINALLY started… I gave my report.. in 15 seconds and left..

Alot of people at work dont know my diet choice.. and to be honest.. I dont care to tell them… most will not understand this type of diet.  and I dont have the umph to deal with everyone. 

So… I have survived… tomorrow makes 3 weeks… Relay for life is tomorrow so.. no puter for me…. will see how that works out… have a great tomorrow…